When I saw the heart beating away strongly, my heartbeat increased and yet there was a sense of relief that all is well. “Lord, we are thankful for this new chance to serve you”. May Chin and I still haven’t fully got it all together in raising Gareth, and I wonder whether parents ever get a hang of it since every child is different.

No. 2 didn’t really make it but God’s grace was “sufficient” to get us through. We never expected it both the receiving part as well as the losing part. And personally, I was suddenly speechless and lost in processing the meaning of the ups and downs of losing No.2. And just recently, I heard of a pastor friend of mine also going through a similar experience. Experiencing “loss” doesn’t need a multitude of words… “Lord Have mercy”

Mom was very excited when I told her and her joy was just bubbling over the phone. I jokingly said, “You’re in charge of babysitting this one!” She replied, “No Problem!” 🙂

Now, Gareth is going through intensive training to be the big brother … I’m sure he’ll be going major adjustments. But, for May Chin and I … we’re grateful and we genuinely put our trust in the one who has carried us thus far and will carry us on into the future … which is full of unknowns …

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8 Responses to Heartbeat

  1. DB says:

    God bless you all, wonderful news as the BLC water strikes again….

  2. wai kin says:

    Way to go!!! Congrats!!! Umm, many things can be passed to you again. 🙂

  3. john says:

    Congrats to you and your family!

  4. Many blessings to you! How awesome this is!

  5. SB says:

    Such a blessing!! We are totally delighted with you!! Is bubba due around Easter 2005?

  6. Donald says:

    That’s wonderful news! Congratulations and may God bless your expanding family!

  7. Ben says:

    Congrats! 😉

    BTW, what do you mean by “didn’t really make it?”

    (sorry a bit blur here)

    Take care!

  8. Wonderful news. Always a joy. Now that I know how much joy it is, the second one is just as exciting. Looking for ward to it.

    from Michael’s heart…

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