4.36am

Music – http://inewage.com/

well … the sleep was short. Perhaps, this is a good time for prayer

The Presence of God
I can hear the wind from the fan spinning … just one car zoomed by.

Freedom
Hardly any noise … it’s pretty silent .. I turn off the music – getting distracting. Breath slower … “the Jesus Prayer” … “Lord, Jesus, son of God … have mercy on me”

Consciousness
A drink of warm water … pause … less frustrated … treasure this space … less burdened … at ease.

The Word
Matthew 13:44-46 (the message)

“Not just a single act of renunciation … priority all through our life, every decision we make”

Conversation
“I’m right now an accumulation of the many decisions (big as well as small) I’ve made … some were dramatic, nowadays less so but no less significant … at times more visible … mostly unnoticed … sometimes I’m unsure where one decision will take me … looking back whether through joy or pain … it’s part of the journey … I embrace the consequences … I learn again … I think there’s improvement or better discernment … one thing is clearer … my sinfulness, my humanity … your grace and your kingdom…”

Conclusion
some old burdens are still on when the sun rises … hope to relieve them, and move on … there are other priorities .. more precious stuff awaits .. Amen!

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